Zen@ Habourside

Today was a nice day...
everyone are rest and we have no class
and v decided to rest one day
no need to cook~! yeah!!!
oops... now is the third time in this week we eat outside
take care it is not so healthy as well
and... it will be diet for our purse... duh =_=!
but i really like tis place so much
Zen@ Habourside

Front view of Zen



I like tis view... can c the whole millenium stadium from inside the restaurant







view again..,

our foods



all of these are chilis... This is spicy fish...
the soup is spicy as well as u can c all the chilis are floating
on the surface of soup


ktv room

I swear~!

Another post again...
as i swear this time will be the last time for me to shop here...
haha... duh =_=! but i really like these shirt so much
i brought only some shirt cuz i scare over weight luggage but
nvr expect i short of shirt.
but i swear tis time ll be my last time to shop here,
ngek ngek ngek... i m waiting for my milan trip for tis 14nov,
i m wondering will it expensive to shop there? mayb yes mayb no!

i like the A/X t-shirt so much... it is nice~!

chien

mine

Yeah~! i gotta new sport shoes.

Yeah~! I have my own sport shoes finally...
since the first day my sport shoes was lost , that was the ONLY ONE sport shoe i bring to uk
wtf thief! when everytime i think bck i feel so pain... heart broken... my Guess sport shoe was lost!
but today after i do some shopping... i gotta a new sport shoes.. nono suppose to say that i have two pairs of new sport shoes. I joined volunteer, and i plan to wear two type sport shoes
one is skechers for go to class and another one is for travel so i can step to any place without hesitate. Of course the nicer one be my skechers
(but who told me Nike,adidas and reeboks is cheap in UK?
when i reach here i keep telling my fren
I want find tis three brand cuz is cheap... but actually not cheap
at all... expensive den m'sia unless for those without size or last pair will
be cheaper) feel so unbalance... but luckily i like this two pairs of shoes...

Besides, i feel so happy bcuz i bought alot new dress today
i bought 2 t-shirt 2 hoodies and one jeans...
(seems like bit too much and i feel so guilty now)
Mr Gordon told me... :" you seems like spend much there.."
yes... definetely so i need to start for my saving now~!
Stop Daphne Stop!

My two lovely sport shoes.
The left hand side is my skechers and the right handside will accompany me to step those dirty time in future cuz it is more comfortable for run and jump.

¡Hola! ¿Qué tal?

Evan: ¡Hola! Me llamo Evan. ¿Cómo te llamas?

Daphne: Hola, Evan. Me llamo Daphne. ¿Cómo se escribe Evan?

Evan: Se escribe E-V-A-N. ¿Qué tal?

Daphne: Bien. ¿Y tú?

Evan: Fenomenal, gracias.

Daphne: ¡Qué fantástico! Adiós, Evan.

Evan: ¡Hasta luego!

This is what we have done lately~ yes... this is spanish language haha...
nowaday we are so busy as v took almost 7 subject for tis sem.
don't misunderstand for those who plan to come uwe
actually we just have 5 subject and i took another 2 extra language
at here..but the credit hour is equally same with our normal course
the two language is
1. ECOL cambridge level2 english (it is quite hard... harder den iels duh=_=!)
2. spanish language...
actually it is quite load for us but it is interesting
since we have paid for one year fees we must strive for it~! yeah~!
nowaday my class is until 9pm and when i reach bck home already 10pm
and this schedule will be continuously for 9months.
wish me good luck~! haha...

black sept... bad luck month

Since the first day i reach to UK
i feel i am so bad luck~!

first day... i lost my sport shoe... my Guess Sport shoe!!!
It's so worthy for me... duh =_=! special things happened bcuz
it's nvr happen b4 in our house...

2nd things... i lost my RM and almost 3 weeks i still have no idea where is it
i put together with my thousand pounds. but only my RM lost~! wut's a miracle things?

3rd things... i drop my contact lens. at first i drop one of my grey colour to the water tab and drop another one of my Brown colour contact lens during i took out and disappear. everyone help me to find but still fail to find it... (Wut's a miracle things happened.) 2contact lens that new opened...

4th things... last time i ALWAYS win in gamble but i nvr tried to win now even play card. can be take a big card but got ppl very lucky ll be bigger den me.

ahhh... bad luck pls stop to find me... pls go away
where r u.... my lucky angel... i need you so much
i need you to be my side.
I must... i must do well in my final!

Swan Feeding

I been here for almost a month...
now is around 2.31am... i think i still in jet lag situation? (oh shit! is it true)
haha.. let's me update bout my self.. hahaha...
lately i found that i have one more hobby and one more things to do in uk.. that is Swan Feeding...
Feed all the cute swan... i love them so much~! i like to bring bread to the school and on the way to my way to bus stop i will c them once.. they are adorable.

come as a surprise

We was standing infront of Mbargo during the 8pm
waiting for the riding class.
(explain later... cuz tis not the topic today yet.. haha)
unfortunately our riding class has cancelled without notice, suppose
to say that the class is not open yet as this is the first week we start class.
We reached there at around 7.45pm and wait until 8.30pm... almost a hour to stand there and It's colder than a witch's titty.
Suddenly we saw a group of people is walking near, we though it will be our
person incharge but things getting weird...
THEY WEAR SO SPECIAL~! they come as a surprise... i do not know what was the festival last night but what we saw that they wear like attending halloween or
costume party. The first time we walk to clifton which just right behind my house,
it's a wonderful place ,happening and lively. I choose the right place to stay
all the wonderful and nice place are just 3 to 4 minute walking distance from my house with four direction. I am so happy to stay there ,
although we was break an appointment by them but it also a good chance for us
to walk around.

Cosmo Clifton


Mbargo~ can u c a moo moo is q ing up go into the club?


they are so hot~! they dress well in costume night (the weather is cold by tat time)








Moo Moo + few diff things pass by the road


All the elf going to withraw money in cash point a.k.a atm



Yes... finally reach bck home... our homemade pizza... added some topping.. onion n mushroom

Morgan de Toi

Another shopping day again~
I love tis two watches so much~!

I got my starbucks card~!

Today we went to starbucks and found that it actually quite similiar with M'sia branches
but the only different is here has starbucks card and starbucks card and sometimes will be some promotion for it. Seriously I like M'sia starbucks more, here don't have chocolate cream chips ice blended. Yesterday i order for Chocolate cream... the feeling drink starbucks in the cooking environment is nice but the taste is not thick as M'sia.
I miss chocolate cream chips ice blended so much!







Our Starbucks card...

First shopping...

Too many photo to upload let me bcome lazier although i have alot time sit infront of laptop.
Not to waste time i decide to post the different things from facebook, those photo not in facebook.
Bristol is a nice city with nice building but after one week u ll find out it is quite boring and u dunno wut to do. all the shops are close after 5pm. The place i stay is near with the shopping mall... not so bad Primark the shopping mall close at 8pm.
The place i stay is the center of the city centre so i can go alot place as i like but i miss the mamak over M'sia. M'sia ktv mamak and shops are close after 12am . Damned miss all of these.
I found out that UK shirts and all is cheap (but don't convert too much when buying it...)
and all of us like crazily shopping this few days. The things over here is quite nice and cheap.
i bought 7 hairbands,sling bag, coin bag, a set of pyjamas and a thick jacket here...




this is the one of the hairband i bought...

1st day in Bristol

Time flies... finally it's my new intake for degree

when i reflash bck, seems like yesterday i just finished my diploma in INTI

seriously I m kind of crazily miss my family member, m'sia fren (crow family,bangies n Croco junior) and my baby as well... i miss my baby innocent face..! ah~

but it is a good try in my life.

I spend a 24 hours journey to UK, I can feel the distance, I can feel how much i Miss m'sia so much.

let's start my blog today,
Introduce my life.





the airport... Heathrow London


the thing accompany me for the whole journey it is so lovely and comfortable

... i love it so much...






my first meal in UK, Shuen lee's working place.... ShanghaiNight


the nice view i like it... jz near our house... 5min walking distance






Nx turn to be Chris.... ppl throw money for him... *clap
hahaha


first movie i watch in UK, sonority... It is so grand and all... i realise at British dun like to watch movie bcuz the whole cinema only 9 ppl inside... 6 of us + 3 britian. The cinema is big and nice as well


the place to wait the movie show... sofa to enjoy the night view of Bristol


my cleanser and etc... brought it from m'sia


My masks and moisturizor

Mee Hoon Siam~

I love mee hoon siam so much~
but hardly to find it always.
Since long time ago, i wanted to learn how to cook it
but i have no time and no idea.
Since the end of the semester (April)
my schedule is full,
End of April (Travelling around)
May-June ( Work in Toyota)
July ( Work as a credit card seller)

End of July until the day before yesterday i have join the japanese language
full time intensive class, it let me deeply fall in love with japanese language.
I like it so much. Until yesterday i have completed my Test for first level,
i totally freedom and ntg to do with,
My crow family went to Shanghai for trip only me alone here,
but this also my opportunity to polish my self with Cook and practice more piano.

Little tze hao wanted me to teach him the Secret's OST so i must practice more now.
bsides, today i feel satisfy with it~ the Mee Hoon Siam that i cooked, i download it from internet
and cook it, busy for the few hours bcuz there are alot of things need to prepare and quite alot of steps to do, no wonder hardly to c ppl sell it outside. Luckily my mum, Auntie and indo maid also like it so much (and also myself)
i feel so happy with it.

I must work more harder this few days, after this sunday, it will be busy time for me again,
i will skip 2 days japanese language class, Tat means quite a lot of topic i cant learn cuz it is intensive... but the last time trip with bangies... zhe shi yi ding yao de la ( this must be)

Without crapping anymore, let's i show you the photo of my Mee Hoon Siam.
Prepare a handkerchief to wipe your saliva.
Msg me if u want the recipe.

I am back again~

It been a long long time i didn't take photo when i go out to play around.
last time u can c that i keep capture capture no matter where i went and post

all the special n nice place.
but nowaday... kind of lazy and missed to capture a lot of nice scenery.



Hooray~ this week will be my last week in Toyota...
say the truth i feel not willing to leave there but start from nx month i will be super busy.
For those who tend to sign credit card remember to find me huh... now i m working as freelance to sell credit card edy. Yeah~! start from nx month i can concentrate to do my things and no need keep apply leave anymore ... nx month need to settle down all the graduation stuff and apply visa. Another 2 more months to go, luckily all prepared.

Today my bb came to find me and v went to Mont kiara for a japanese sushi Tenji and i bring him go around to Jalan Bangsar to c the M'sia clubbing road "lan kwai fong" and also Edison chen's new brand which named "JUICE". Juice is very special u noe y? bcuz it is too empty. When v go inside only me and my bb. So i just secretly snap some pic of the shop, cuz the sales assistance keep on follow us. waahahha...

Nx week nx week i will be freedom~! yeah~!
after tat we have a walk at Jalan Bangsar to let my bb c all the club. End up... bcome my shopping area... i bought a pink&purple skirt at CatWhisker@ Jalan Bangsar outlet.
It is a very nice skirt. (Over spend... almost every outing i also will buy a skirt... my cupboard is gonna full... all is bare back.. can i bring it to UK? if cant den it is quite waste.)
yeah yeah yeah~! today i m so happy~!

Location : Tenji@ Solaris Mont Kiara



Haagen Daaz ice cream~ yummy... we ate 8 scoope hahaha























Location : JUICE@ Bangsar








Last 4 days ago... During the opening ceremony, Edison Chen ,Sam Lee and etc they came for their own store for opening ceremony. It was attracted all the fans and reporter all over asia pacific.






There was crowded... but now.....





Location : Cat Whisker @ Bangsar

Bother?

When human starts to grow up, there are loads of things that are bothering their mind
no matter is Love or Life. This both things is the most important things in our life and also the most bothering in our life.
The love to our family members, friends or our beloved.

As me, I will be leaving another 2 more months but i always feel that i give not enuf love and passion to my family, I love them but i do not know how to express myself.Sometimes i really lost of it cuz they sacrifice a lot for me.

Friends, there are many seperate in our life, friends such as when i went to nilai i m seperate with my klang friends but when i reach bck klang i will lost my piggies and bangies friends.
I miss them but sometimes scare that can't be close as last time anymore. when piggies and bangies calling me, I so wish that I m just right bside of them but i am not.
When everyday i think to chat with them , my sleepness sure will come to find me.

Love.There will be a hard way in love always. No one can walk in their way without hurt or fall down. Mr Gordon... Never give up and good luck for you~ you can make it =)
don't feel so sad and lost. Don't worry be happy =)

Life.
Life is difficult always. You want your interest or your money?
when you own ur interest job it will be not much money; if there are high pay for you , you will lost your time. You lost your friend, health and etc but without money you have no future.
When you can have your time to play around with friends, you will lost in ur studies; When you spend more and more time in studies and ur friends is very well in tat course but u r not.When they are still play around at outside and came back with new topic, maybe u will feel lost after a period.
At last which you want to choose? Future or Friends?


But no matter wut happened or wut is bothering you for make decision
remember all my friends, Nvr give up with the bothers
figure out and make the decision. Nvr regret with the decision that you made.
BC.BD.BE.BD.BF ~!
Be Confident, Be Dare, Be Earness and Be firm
Confident and dare to be decision. Earness to complete your task and be firm- no regret in ur life.
Not only you are facing this problems but everyone ;)
remember.... don't worry be happy

抑郁症的主要表现

临床上，抑郁症的主要表现为下面几条。如果你发觉你有其中几项都佔了，现在不妨去看一下心理医生：

1.过分的忧伤和恐惧，及空虚。
2.快乐程度的下降，失去以往对于生活的愉悦感和兴趣。
3.觉得比以前更容易发脾气
4.做事时无法专心
5.觉得比较会往坏处想
6.胃口和体重下降或上升。
7.长时间的失眠及浅睡眠。
8.活动频率的降低，变得焦躁不安，运动速度减缓。
9.身体及精神上易累。
10.经常感到罪疚、无助、没有希望、焦躁、恐惧。
11.自信心下降。
12.决策能力、注意力、认知能力的下降。
13.记忆力、学习能力的下降。
14,一些重要的平时行为的变化，例如社交能力、脾气、对药物的依赖性等。
15.有自残、自杀等倾向。
16,心境有日間沉重夜間輕鬆的變化。清晨或上午陷入心境低潮，下午或傍晚漸見好轉。
17.主观来说，抑郁症就是长期或者周期性，以及不定期的处于一种悲观的甚至绝望的情绪中。

在艺术家这个精神疾病患病率相当高的群体中，那些较杰出的艺术家往往大多患有另一种疾病—躁狂抑郁症



15－18分 有许多事压在心上，肩上觉得很沉重，赶快找朋友聊聊，才不会陷入忧郁症的漩涡。

Goodbye to my past~

Goodbye to my past and walk to the palace that belongs to me.That the scene that keep appearing in my dream.

Tan Pei Shiun, you are stepping nearer to the palace or actually walking further far from the palace? wondering...?

Fats~!

Today~ when i stand infront of the mirror,
i saw a fat women stand just right in front of me.
That's me~!

Last saturday~ Bb came to klang
firstly v planned go to do some shopping for my formal dress
but end up with eat eat and eat.
After we ate the crab that cooked by my mum, em....it's delicious
we went for the second round bcuz we was attracted by manhanthan fish market
and when reach bck home~ need to eat again bcuz my mum purposely cook for us,
blame who? our ownselves la~
we already knew that my mum was cooking for us when we had our meal in manhanthan. When reach bck home must act didn't eat anything and eat again for dinner. Twice for dinner.

Yes~! definitely~! you are put on weight~ Nono...
suppose is your are fat and never slim before~!
Tan Pei Shiun~! diet diet diet~! remind yourself~!

Another phase of my life~

After the ending of my study life in INTI~
I am stepping to another phase of my life, that is the life i'm in Toyota Group
I have join Toyota Group immediately after my redang trip
can be said that i only have 3 days break,
but this also is my golden opportunity to gain an valuable experience.
I feel so lucky that just after 2 weeks i graduated from INTI
all the jobs that i interview were gave quite a lot of good response
among that finally i have choosed to join Toyota Group.
As a accounts assistant at the new head office complex of UMW Toyota Motor (UMWT), situated in Shah Alam, it's really increase my value of my portfolio in future although it's only for a short 3 months .
Today is my 3rd day i join Toyota Group. It's really a nice and challenge experience i ever tried. There are around 1000 people work inside the head office and all of them are high qualification and capable.
Each of their department have at least 70 people work inside. Like my department, Accounts and Finance department there are 70-80 peoples inside, a big office big achieve room to put in file. Today only i realise as a executive or manager of a big company in the big company you have to sit together with all the staff. Only the general manager have their small room. But when u r going to other medium or small company you will be served as a king have own room high salary. If things come to big company no matter what position you are you still sit together with all the staff.And majority of them need to work for overtime bcuz of the workload.
I feel so excited and happy when join this group and today is my 3rd day i work inside and i have learnt a lot of new things inside, the more days i join the more i like it. The nice collegue and challenging job scope.
They are so effective, i stil remember when i do my staff tag with photo, just spend a 5 minutes. instant take photo,print and can scan to access to all the door in the building in security office.
It's really is my good try before i go to UK.
I Love my job.
Now i feel like i m moving forward to my bright future as the slogan of Toyota "Moving Forward"

Accident

A really unfortunately things happened last saturday night
i drove alone to my friend's birthday party
tat was 3rd of May~ the terriablely and scary scene appear in my mind repeatly until now.That was a lonely night~ I have attended my fren's birthday party and leaved there before one hour the party finish bcuz i drive alone.
That time i was in the blur situation and suddenly
there are plastic stuf blocking on my way ~
what the hell~ can you imagine there were 3 big plastic cons blew by the wind and blocking at the middle of 1st lane in the highway during 2a.m and normally people will speed more than 120km/j at the 1st lane in highway.
Luckily i only drink a little bit of alcohol and drive very slow tat day(normally i will drive more than 120km/j)...
otherwise no body will update this blog again.
i drove bck to my home and went to report police by the next morning after the accident happened
we spended almost few hours to reach there bcuz the tank was liking~
v need to keep refill water to maintain the temperature~
This time i feel very lucky that i still can reach bck home after the accident, better then break down during the mid night~
a nice lesson for me, do not drive at mid night~
and i felt sorry to my younger sister because that's car belongs to her and it's still in repair now.
thanks to my dad~ he is the superman in my heart~! muakz.
haha

Goodbye to my life in INTI

Today is my last day in INTI~
another 13 hours more i am going to sit for my last paper
and say goodbye to my life in INTI
finally a fullstop of it~
Thanks to all my frens
CrocodileJunior, Bangie and Adventure Club
Thanks for helping me all the way~
cheering me all the time
Give me a happy and special college life
I'll remember the precious time that we had
you all have filled the colours in my life book~
feel so lucky as a part of it~
Muakz... love ya so much

To:Zing,Maggie,YungFei,Nadalyn & Eunice
Silly Zing~ you must jia you for your future oO~! remember huh... ntg is impossible, impossible is ntg. Never give up with all the things and wish you can catch up with ur happiness very soon.

Maggie Wong Kim Mei~ muahahah.. you are the ever nice roommate i met~so cute n lovely~ love yea... I'll Nvr forget you also~ eat maggie together, gossip together be gossip girl. xoxo gossip girl~! must choose one huh~( u get wut i mean? flower flower)

YungFei : Don't lock ur heart lolx, do you know that actually you are attractive? but you are fierce ~ smile more :) and be happy~! muahaha... actually i feel very glad as ur fren~ thanks for sharing with me always and be our great listener all the time. muakz.

Nadalyn : Cute Nadalyn~ time to grower lu~ don't keep play play huh (i think better i tell my ownself~) you are my playing masak partner and good mama among us. Remember to strive for your future after finish ur studies. Don't forget to contact us always huh when go bck JB.

Eunice : So sad that final semester u are not here darling~ but u are always in our (crocodile junior) heart. haha.. wish you all the best huh and forever love with Ivan huh~!you are the sweetest among my frens. muakz.

To Bangie: (don't "pop pop" always, it is bad for health)
Gordon : Nice to meet you huh my fren from oversea~ maybe when we counting the time we know each other not even one year but we know you very well edy lar~ muahaha...
u really is a very very nice fren , i love to share things with you always too.*thumb up
Keep it up~! i believe that ur bright future is waiting for you.

ChowFong : wahahahah... you are the special one among my fren. You make us laugh and create so many funny memories too~ we ll always remember ur transparent underwear and butt~, ur 'xiao yu' 'xiao yu' video and 'best fren' u like as well.But remember strive for your future as well huh, don't lazy and skip class again if you don't feel want to buy C1-20 from AO.

my roomy cute Amelia~: The last few days only we know each other very well~ but nice to meet you lol~ i ll remember the time that we had. Share food together, cook food together, share nice movie, email and the story bside us always. You are nice and sweet~

and also Bb...~
mayb i have no chance to say goodbye with you face to face
but wut i want to say is
Love ya so much (the first time express myself huh through this blog)
But seriously i have to say thanks to you
being my side during the harder time of mine
being my side during the time i m sad
being my side during the time i m happy
Thank you very much~
Sorry if anything i have hurt you or make any mistake
Really sorry :(
and Love you so much~!

Finally what i want to say with all of you guys is
Thanks and Goodbye
Love ya so much~
I'll placed you guys in my heart and memory deeply
Dont forget me huh :`(

Timeless - Kelly Clarkson & Justin Guarini

Cooking Class~

Cooking is my Mummy hobby,
she loves to cook or bake cakes and cookies
I am her daughter , of course la i will influence by her
My mum never miss up any cooking class before
Last friday i follow my mum to attend the class at Klang Histana Hotel~
It such a nice place cuz previously the cooking class was taught in bakery shop
and this time the teacher makes me shock
At first, i was wondering how come they asked a aunty to teach us in this cooking class
until the end of the class only i knew that she is a famous cooker,
she is author of a numbers of receipe book in market
my mummy find out few receipe books from her book cabinet
which is full of receipe books when we reached bck
and show me all her books and her photos~ ^_^! (so sowwee~!)

I have learnt a worthy lesson this time,
as "Don't judge a book by its cover"

my little baby~

I miss my little cute baby so much~
the end of the final exam is approaching~
the day to c my little baby is getting nearer
and also the day i m going to leave here is approaching,
quite dilemma with the feeling
should final end faster or slower?
going to say goodbye with INTI,
feel like so sad~ :(
anyway~ let's strive for final
;(

Crazee with crocodile junior~

I thought my life in INTI will end up with these boring days
but actually not~ haha.. i m the lucky one always cuz i know a lot of nice fren in my life
bside bangie~ crocodile junior also play the important role in my life in INTI.
Thanks for being my side for 2 years
very happy to know all of u guys
from the beginning until the end of my life in INTI ( sounds like going to die)
We had sweet, sour, bitter and also HOT ~
maybe there are some misunderstanding, argument or conflict sometimes
but i still love you all lol
Little crocodile junior.Let's us strive for final huh
(i love my crocodile junior, I bet you all love me too ) <- is it feel familiar with these words?

Let's go~ let's go for travel.


Be a child =_=!


my leng lui zing


fierce Elegant lady

What are you waiting for~ let's go.



My melody~ and my little twinkle star are hiding ... my lovely place.



aren't they cute? Yes Yes~

We are C.R.O.C.O.D.I.L.E L.A.D.I.E.S J.U.N.I.O.R

they are so cwuet~!

sleeping cuttie~

Duet ~ the consequence that order duet song.

A nice place

how much you can eat?

Updated news~ haha..
last wednesday as our dream come true~
our desiree dinner since last semester maybe a half years ago
bcuz of our mr ah beng~ he destroyed our dream
but nvm~ finally our dream come true and It's really a nice food and nice dinner with bangie~ quite a long time didn't go out with them.
kinda miss the time that we had.

what were you doing on earth hour?

On 28 March 09 the movement is hoping that a total of 1 billion people worldwide will turn off their lights for one hour, from 20h00 to 21h00 (SA time), for Earth Hour 2009, a global event using mass action to campaign against global warming and climate change.Earth Hour is not about saving electricity. According to the official website,“it’s much broader than that – it is a symbolic action to show governments that the people of the world want an effective global climate deal at the end of 2009.”

What were you doing during the earth hour?

As my family member were enjoying the family day

a romantic candle night with bbq,

i nvr expect that they will be so supportive with this event

so touch~ including my daddy n mummy.

muakz. Today i seems like have a memorable day for the whole day

start from the early morning, few of us cooperate together to clean up our room and move in the new cupboard as they bought a new cupboard.
After struggling with all of it we start to prepare our bbq's food~

so excited and maybe this is the last chance to work out together before i go to UK. hope that i can spend my 4 months time with them after i finished my studies while waiting for my visa

muakz~love you all so much

Happy Belated Birthday2u~!

Happy Belated Birthday to my little cute baby

you were born to be loved~

Two years old already oO,

must be mature oO.

I missed your 'birthday party' last week.

Anyway, replace my wishes for you.

Wish you Happy Birthday~

stay cute as well

muakz.

其实你懂吗？

爱情是看似简单其实复杂的东西，
男人与女人之间其实不只是需要一个叫“爱”的感觉
还需要一个叫“了解”的东西
爱情的距离越离越远，
一次次渴望情人了解自己，
却一次次的扑空，
身于相距1寸的距离，
可是心里却有着十万八千里的距离，
女人要求的祗是了解自己的人，
男人永远不懂，女人此时此刻需要的祗是一个深情的拥抱
你总是用最单纯的方法对待我，可是我需要的是多一份的心思
你总是用最无奈的口气来质问我，可是我需要的一份小小温柔的心
你总是用最懊恼的情绪来思考到底女人需要什么，我却渴望的是你能了解我体会我此刻的想法
你总是用最爽快的口气来答应我，我心里渴望的是你能把对我的承诺看重一点
你总是用你觉得对的方法来对待我，其实我需要的是你能了解我。
爱情其实不只是需要感觉，也需要一个不说出口的默契
女人总会在语言上留些蛛丝马迹男人就会懂她要的是什么，
可是往往男人就是不懂，抓着头皮问：“女人到底要什么”
其实当我装病时要的是多一份的关怀
当我很冷静地在发呆时希望的是一个突如其来的拥抱
当我很生气时是希望提醒你我的存在
当我很伤心事向你诉苦，希望的是一份真诚的慰问
当我正在无理取闹的时候是希望得到你的注意力
当我故意将一些话，是希望你能表现你对我的在意
有时候故意让你看看别人对我多么的好是希望你会更加的珍惜我
故意向你撒娇是希望你能紧紧的拥抱我
故意向你说些任性的话是希望以后你会紧紧地记住
我其实没有很难懂，如果你肯花多3分的用心
你让我体会到其实人与人之间最远的并不是距离，而是心与心之间的默契
(笔于璇）

把爱情放冰箱里一共要几步

有人问我：当一段感情走到尽头的时候，不会再有任何理由延续，但还是不忍放弃，这样该如何处理？

我犹豫，沉默了半天的我还是没有找到一个我认为满意的答案。这时他又对我说：

“你可以把它放到冰箱里吧，让爱情暂停。”我用一种疑惑的眼神看着他。半晌说不出一句话。默不作声的等他给我合理的解答。你知道把爱情放冰箱要分几步吗？他不在看我的表情自言自语起来。

1。先用思念把爱情包裹起来，防止爱情受到时间的侵蚀。

2。打开记忆的冰箱，选择一处合适的角落，将爱情平整放入。

3。为这段爱情做一个明显的标记，方便日后取出。

4。把冰箱的门关上，接通电源，爱情保鲜开始。


我们现在能做的只是希望爱情取出时，味道依旧。


话语完毕。他给了我一个满意的表情。在试探我的反应。可是我还是一脸问号。冷藏的东西保持期总会长久一些，温度过高反而会加速变质的时间，感情也一样么？


　　存在冷静的空间中,爱情还能保持应有热度么?

　　存在冷静的空间中,爱情能突破理性的屏障么?

　　存在冷静的空间中,爱情真的可以保持新鲜么?


　　 坐在电脑前的时间已是凌晨，在人前的我总是表现得多么的热情可是我的心情就如天气一样冷了~也静了。 就为了一个问题想得彻夜难眠，寒冷的风除了让人觉得格外的寂寞以外也难免会让人有些悲伤的感觉，拖了一段时间，最终我们选择了冷静想想，其实到底这是好事还是坏事呢？那冷静想像是给自己更多的时间回想记忆，回想着当初的甜蜜 还是正在深虑着到底我们还是不适合？也许朋友是对的。他过于想把爱情保鲜。想延长它的寿命。所以故不提是否真的可改变保质期而言。冰箱里的情真的能提存更新鲜的养份吗？他有没有想到冰箱也只是一个短暂的储藏工具。随着时间的增长。冰箱里的爱情会风干？

　　夜凉如水，浸过肌肤，有感觉，证明自己还清醒着。还停留在有爱情存在的地方，还留在他身边，还在他身后不远处看着他，呼吸着和他在同一片天空下的空气。思念贯穿了我今天一天的心情，仔细检察好四周无人，悄悄的在地上捡起碎了一地的心片，重新拼凑好。不求完整无损。只希望不在四分五裂。


　　一味的无动于衷让爱情的语言哑然无声

　　一味的嘎然而止让心灵的沟通闭塞无望

　　就算把爱情放在冰箱里。能将所有的美好保鲜，将痛痒冰封。让爱情在虚拟中绽放。可是绚丽的幻影能维持多久呢？回首凝眸那冰箱里的爱情,总在提醒着舍弃梦的追求,只要没有了希望,就不必承受那噬骨的悲伤!关进冰箱里的爱情,久而久知都能发出难闻的气味,就算重归爆晒在阳光下的,又能持续多久?

　　冰箱里的爱情无论用几步去完成。最终都是一份淡然。如果你的爱情已经放在冰箱里了。还是提前取出吧。如果爱情还留有余温，就去用你的温度把爱情加热解冻吧。不要让它失去原有的营养成分。要加倍去温暖它。如果你正徘徊在冰箱边缘。那就不用再去考虑。不要让爱情在冰箱里风干。在它还没有变质之前加倍爱护它。

我们做得到吗？

其实我们的问题是在于必须把爱情放入冰箱，保鲜我们原有的精华还是我们正真不适合？这问题屡屡发生在你我的爱情内，重复的问题到了今天还是找不到一个很好地解决方式，这到底是我们之间的考验还是它正在告诉我们其实我们应该慎重的考虑到底我们适不适合？ 今天在众人的撮合下，大概是你我在这学期第一次两人共用晚餐，其实我也猜到我们会有今天的结局。

你不是做得不够，也不是不够深情 只在于我们性格有些不合。你说过，我们都退一步或者都进一步也许可以改变我们的结局，其实我都懂，可是心里的那团火已被慢慢的冷给浇熄了，慢慢的感觉也不同了。有时对着你有种熟悉的陌生。

冷了～靜了～可以知道天氣真的冷 冷到心裡的角落
我们的爱情会像天气般的冷吗？会保持着犹如这夜晚般的 还是还有天亮的一天？
这一次的冷静分开会是我们永久的分开 还是给对方一点时间，短暂的分开？
我很想拥有你，可是我害怕拥有你 害怕那感觉和害怕身心疲惫的感觉。

[[tag]]

01] Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
** Nope

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
** Yeah~

03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
** erm.. can not remember~

[04] How many times have you honestly
been in love?
** maybe 4 times, including the one right now

[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul-mate?
** Yes~ i believe it

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
** Yes~ (so you know wut to do huh Bb....)

[8] What is your view on long distance
or online relationships?
** the thing i wont try if not necessary


[9] Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
** haha... yea~ but... [remember to pull your self back on time.]

[10] Do you believe the
statement, “Once a cheater always a
cheater’”?
** maybe yes may be no~

[11] Does age matter?
** Yes

[12] What is your favourite color(s)?
** White, pink, baby blue

[13] Whats your favorite song (s)?
** The loneliness (Babyface), Where You Are (Jessica Simpson),Living to love you (Sarah Connor)

[14] Do you believe you truly only?
love once?
** yes... so far the only one

[15] Imagine you’re 69 & your spouse
just died, would you re-marry?
** wut??! 69? who still want me? haha

[16] At what age did you start
noticing the opposite sex?
** erm... i have no idea

[17] What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
** Living to love you - sarah connor

[18] Do you like anyone?
** Yes i love everyone and I only love someone

What is love? What is marriage?

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go
to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and
come back. But the rule is: you can go throught
them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The
student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw
one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a
bigger one later.

Then he saw another bigger one... but may be
there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later,
when he finished more than half of the padi field,
he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the
previous one he saw, he know he has missed the
biggest one, and he regreted. So, he ended up
went back to the teacher with empty hand. The
teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking
for a better one, but when later you realise, you
have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked. The
teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go
to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and
come back. But the rule is: you can go throught
them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is
careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he
reach the middle of the field, he has picked one
medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back
to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a
corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you
have faith and believe this is the best one you
get.... this is marriage."

She miss her baby

Someone miss her baby so much
little baby~ haha..

星座分析，心痛吗？

处女座　

处女座表面上快乐开朗，其实心里多半比较痛苦。他们似乎可以轻易地忘掉昨夜痛彻心扉的哭声，不知不觉地进入第二天乐得合不拢嘴的状态。处女座的痛苦多来自于家庭的不合和在友情、爱情上的失意。处女座表面上可能会给人小气自私的形象，但实则是不了解他们的人的误识。他们如果显得很小气的话，也许是因为他们的极其慷慨曾招来些对自己的伤害，因此他们在找到一个真正他们认为值得一交的朋友，而那个人也对他无半颗私心前，只能是被自己天生的心软、善良牵制着，畏缩地给予别人帮助，以致于形成小家子的假象。唉~~~~处女座的友情：，他们渴望精神上的交流、内心世界的彼此了解，他们视友情为达到这一目的的最不可缺少的途径。处女座很少有向亲人吐露心声的机会，因此，朋友在处女座眼中更是显得尤为重要。而交上处女座的人也绝不会吃亏，但处女座的人一生却很难得能遇到知心的朋友，这也就使处女座的人的心事不断的积压下来，久而久之，他们很少向别人透露自己的心事，这种痛苦源于他们需要一个100%的纯洁友情。当处女的朋友又搭上另一个人时，他们只会沉默，用拼命工作之类的事情来麻木自己，掩盖自己的寂寞和失落。庆幸的是处女座是一个非常和平、不记仇的星座，他们不会为此对你进行报复，即使为之，那份量也是微不足道的。因此作为处女的朋友，如果俩人的确是难得知己的话，最好你应该花大部分时和处女座者相处去让他们明白这一点，而不是莫名其妙地甩下他们又搭上另一个人。处女座的爱情：处女座的爱情多被定义为内向、害羞。而我却不这么认为，他们内心其实很狂热，而且由于他们在为人处事方面的IQ低得要死，甚至完全可以是像《一吻定情》中相原琴子一样的人。由于他们不轻易表露自己的痛苦，整日被张笑脸笼罩这，活泼的形象会浮现于他们爱情世界的表面中。处女座女生并不为一些书上说的很斯文的一个人，他们心血来潮时可以跑到心仪的男生前打招呼、自报家门、要照片。什么马蜂窝她都敢捅，这种我行我素的作风是因为处女座会认为他们本是为寂寞而生，没有人能真正了解他们。自己认为对的事他都可以去做，不屑别人的非言非语，继续表面快乐的生活。而当仰望着朗朗星空时，处女座者却是一个伤感者的角色，他们爱听悲伤的音乐、喜欢广阔的东西，诸如：浩瀚的星空、无垠的沙漠和大海。这时，微微凉风掠过，处女座甚至会觉得这才是人生做到的享受，这时，处女座的人会沉淀白天对爱情的一股傻劲，着实地看清现实的爱情，不免一阵唉声叹气，这时你会惊讶地发现平日蹦跳不停的处女座也有安静、忧郁的一面。在爱情上，处女座的人既有古典保守的一面，也绝对有开放、爽朗的一面，处女座的人大都有很高的文化道德修养，对一些凡尘俗事能够坦然对待，纵然那个最受伤的人是他们自己。处女座的人情绪变化不太稳定，他们善解人意，能够短时间内进入不同的状态，这可能就是人们俗称的神经质吧！不过也正是由于这点，处女座的人往往是作演员的绝好料子，张曼玉,张国荣，就是典型例子。处女座的爱情观也可能会陷入矛盾中。是因为他们豁达的人生观，他们会认为爱情重在曾经拥有，不求一世拥有。甚至可以拥有很高的更换异性的频率，他们会认为人生苦短，应多领略些异性的风情万种，他们很理智，会把爱情作为生活中调剂品，而非全部，让他们过早得迈入结婚礼堂也多是不太可能的。而另一方面正是由于处女座的极其理智，他们怕受到生活中多余的来自爱情的伤害，他们也会有另一种可以成仙的极端的爱情想法：终身不沾上爱情，拥有友情就已足够了。能够反映这两种极端爱情观的例子：当见到一对新人正在举办婚礼时，处女座的想法是：真搞不懂，那些人还那么高兴，难道他们不知道这对新人早晚回分手的吗？还摆宴席，真是不值。处女座的人很现实，他们很少有信爱情这东西能天长地久的，他们视之为肤浅荒唐　。处女座的性格很平静，多愁善感，他们身上有很多洁白无暇的优点，如果处女座的人形成一个社会的话，那将是名副其实的乌托邦。但可悲的是他们的这些优点似乎很不合现在这个社会的潮流，他们被称为不懂人情世故，也正是如此，处女座的人的优点只能是被这个污浊的社会给淹没了。处女座的人外貌上看去清爽，他们的眼睛大都不是很大，但很有神，嘴也不大，但很精致，笑起来时，哈哈哈，他们的嘴可就不小啦--！哈哈哈……处女座的时间观念是：来得早不如来得巧，他们认为来得早时剩下的时间完全是没必要> 　　的浪费！处女座的人多半很幽默，而且非常谦虚，不爱到处张扬，除非心血来潮时。处女座的人一生大都较坎坷和不顺心，他们生活的条件和机遇总不是和他们浓烈的人格魅力成正比。他们很不自信，再加上他们淡然处之的作风使自己在一人走路时显得忧心忡忡，很冷静的样子，不过可恶的是，不了解他们的人说那是耍酷.处女座宝贝有很高的艺术欣赏水平，他们非常具有审美观，所以对一些事往往要求也很高，但表面漂亮的异性也是可以吸引处女座的！处女座多半对钱较重视，这个很怪，而往往很少得到钱的也是他们。处女宝贝们在某些方面很聪明，他们对365行都有天赋，只要一入门都能熟练掌握，这可能都归功于他们很高的悟性吧！不过如此全能的人，在择业问>> 　　题上还是个不小的困难呢！处女宝贝们不太重视衣着外表，他们很实际，认为我有内在还怕什么外表差，不到衣服破得实在是不能穿时，他们是很少去购衣的。处女座的人身体不太好，尤其是肠胃，便秘，消化不良是常见的事，他们的脂肪多积于下半身！好可怜我们的宝贝很善讲理论，但在付诸行动上常常很欠缺，在这方面他们似乎很没原则，总是游戏时间，不到千钧一发时，他们很难从懒惰里解脱出来，除非心血来潮时。

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

To my friends,
especially Mr Gordon

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。


但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好.

最后一次(17岁女孩自身创作)

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最后一次.mp3 - LAVIGNE

最后一次
这首歌叫做《最后一次》，是一个17岁的女孩的遗作，这个女孩并不是一个歌手，她这支歌只为她最爱的人-即她的男朋友而作而唱~~~后来我上网去查这首歌，这个女孩的资料有好多论述，唯一一点相同的就是这个女孩已经去世了！
其实这首歌没什么特别之处，但是任何看到这首歌的部分评述，再加上歌词，都会有些不安，希望这个女孩在遥远的天堂仍然这么爱自己爱的人.
关于 『LAVIGNE - 最后一次』 背后的故事
有一对感情非常好小情侣
双方家长都非常满意对方
准备大学毕业就结婚
正当这个高三开学
学校体检
检查出女孩的血蛋白有异常
之后去医院检查
查出患有一种非常罕见隐形皮肤病遗传病
这种病越严重皮肤就越似BB皮肤
最后会因为皮肤太嫩
承受不住肌肉和血管的内压而撑裂
虽然没得医
但男孩和双方家长
都要求女孩住院
就算没得医都要尽量活得长点
当医生确切定断时间小于一年的时候
女孩抛开死的恐惧感
不再关在自己的病房不见人
而是天天都和男孩和家人
出去散散步看看日出日落
也开始写日记
但更象是在努力记录着
已成过去的日子
与
所剩无几的时间
当女孩写到某一次和男孩逛街的时候
女孩发觉
笔下的文字
绝大多数都是和男孩一起经历的事
男孩以经成为自己不可缺少的一部分
于是女孩决定留一份礼物给男孩
荆棘鸟的绝唱
若干星期过去
曲作好词填好
就等朋友帮手录歌
已经病入膏盲的女孩喉咙的皮肤用大力说话都会出血
但都坚持要自己唱
当母盘出来之后
女孩竟然要求安乐死
说她一开始就这样打算
而且和男孩讲要陪着她到她死
她还有一句话临死前要对男孩讲
手术中的灯熄灭之后
男孩出来
女孩妈妈拿出母盘给男孩
男孩听完之后
同她妈妈讲
女孩最后对我讲的是：
“再也看不到日出了
不过我不怕
因为你在我身边陪着
……
我爱你”
因为女孩最终愿望就是看日出
所以男孩决定要走遍可以到的地方
将每一个地方的日出都送给女孩
2008年年头
男孩最后一次上山看日出的时候
失足堕山
等人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪
然而相片入目
朝阳的霞红依然充满温暖
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歌词
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。
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（这是我从各个网站找的材料，做了简单的编辑和布置）
看完后，听完后，我哭了...
请认真的读完，并好好的想想这篇文章吧！！
我不知道用什么言语来表述现在自己的心情！
不知道说什么好。。。。。。。。。